Crossroads.

Wow, it's been another long time between posts. 

I'd love to tell you I'm working again, making more money than I know what to do with, but...yeah things are pretty much the way they were on March 4th, the last time we spoke.

If you ever have an unemployment period like I've had there is always this feeling that this is, all going to suddenly end and you'll be back as a productive member of society but it's never satisfied.

Not going to lie,  it's beginning to affect me physically and emotionally here as the 5th anniversary of the ending of my last job looms ahead, just five days from today.

I'm no psychiatrist but the easiest self diagnosis would be depression.  Not self destructive depression,  mind you,  but a generally agitated,  insomniac depression that had me eating poorly with a generally pissed off attitude.

And I really have no reason to be depressed,  and that's a,disturbing part of all this. My hope is I can put this aside and work it out.

The personal life is better than it was when I last blogged.  I managed to work an armistice of sorts,  though we have some things to sort out.  We are talking and that's encouraging.

Gonna try and blog more.  Don't hold me to any schedule though.